In control

Finally I'm going in the proper way. Being back in control of my life after terrible 2013y is like running into the waterfall  during the summer days. I'd been struggling with tough time whole last year and don't want to write much about it. What I want you to read are conclusions:

• You have to live FOR someone. If you are not making someone else life better, then you're wasting your time. Living for yourself and doing whole things for you is wasting your time on this cruel world. If you live for someone there is a big chance that someone in this world lives for you. Actually this thing makes you immortal in many meanings.
• Our most powerful strength is never fcking never ever never give up. I'm not talking about poker only. Never give up on your family, friends and people you can help. Don't let you dreams being covered by the cloud of failure. Blow this cloud every fucking time to see the shining of success.
• Stop doing the same thing and expecting different results. You can't grind 200k hands being b/e and expecting that sth will happen and you will start winning 7bb/100. 
• Health is sth that you can't buy. Threat your body like a sanctuary. Provide best quality food, go to the gym and rest.
• Be honest with yourself. Please, believe me, by saying "its just a swing" after 100k hands going down down down or b/e you are harming yourself. You should say "I suck lets do sth different"
• Ask for help. You can't pretend that everything is fine and put more pressure on yourself.
• Its not about how hard you can get hit its about how hard you can get hit and keep moving forward.
• that's why "It's not how good you play while you're winning, but how good you play while losing, that determines how much of a winner you are"
• Make decisions. Don't say "Maybe I should go to the gym" Say "I"m going to the gym". Decisions are everywhere. Train your brain by making more and more decisions - even simple ones. 

wall of text I know. Probably two people will read 1/2 of it but I want it for myself if 2013 year appears in the future (hopefully not).

Let's have some fun:

Poker Stars $2/$4 No Limit Hold'em - 6 players
DeucesCracked Poker Videos Hand History Converter

BTN: $406.47
SB: $414.57
Hero (BB): $576.69
UTG: $415.85
MP: $400.00
CO: $249.20

Pre Flop: ($6.00) Hero is BB with J J
2 folds, CO raises to $12, 2 folds, Hero raises to $38, CO raises to $80, Hero raises to $576.69 all in, CO calls $169.20 all in

Flop: ($500.40) 5 T K (2 players - 2 are all in)

Turn: ($500.40) 9 (2 players - 2 are all in)

River: ($500.40) 4 (2 players - 2 are all in)

Final Pot: $500.40
Hero shows J J (a pair of Jacks)
CO shows 3 8 (high card King)


Poker Stars $2/$4 No Limit Hold'em - 6 players
DeucesCracked Poker Videos Hand History Converter

CO: $419.69
BTN: $736.72
SB: $552.69
BB: $989.41
UTG: $400.00
Hero (MP): $652.00

Pre Flop: ($6.00) Hero is MP with Q J
1 fold, Hero raises to $12, CO calls $12, 3 folds

Flop: ($30.00) 5 6 T (2 players)
Hero bets $20, CO calls $20

Turn: ($70.00) K (2 players)
Hero bets $48, CO calls $48

River: ($166.00) 7 (2 players)
Hero bets $184, CO calls $184

Final Pot: $534.00
CO shows 5 5 (three of a kind, Fives)
Hero shows Q J (high card King)
CO wins $531.00
(Rake: $3.00)

Not sure if I shove ~350 to 166 on the river is better or not. reg 19/17 passive bitch he snapcalled.

Poker Stars $2/$4 No Limit Hold'em - 6 players
DeucesCracked Poker Videos Hand History Converter

SB: $402.00
Hero (BB): $400.00
UTG: $135.29
MP: $406.00
CO: $502.38
BTN: $432.00

Pre Flop: ($6.00) Hero is BB with J A
UTG calls $4, MP raises to $16, 3 folds, Hero calls $12, 1 fold

Flop: ($38.00) 6 4 7 (2 players)
Hero checks, MP checks

Turn: ($38.00) J (2 players)
Hero bets $24, MP calls $24

River: ($86.00) 4 (2 players)
Hero checks, MP bets $48, Hero raises to $166, MP folds

Final Pot: $182.00
Hero mucks J A
Hero wins $179.00
(Rake: $3.00)

1. You bet A on the flop so what are you trying man ;)

Enjoy the new KAYTRANADA!